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²eminem;marshall mathers.mp3²

what's good homies? i went to the beach today & got SO fuckin tan. & that's about all the good news i can give ya. it's really hot outside. & i'm sick of being inside. if i was unpunished i'd be happy.

on a good note, new layout. i was sick of the old one. & it was time for a new look. i needa banner, but i can't make one cus my adobe is fucked up. whatever.

nothing GOOD has happened to me in awhile & whatevers good that happens i ruin. it's the magical ways of chelsea the fuck-up. write later if anything intresting occurs.

♥chels

whats really good fellow xangans?
i'm fucking punished again. it's wack.
&i'm single again.

that's wordd.
i wanna see my nigga frankie..i miss him.
i needa get outta this neighborhood.
i'm sick of it.
write later.
`1oO.

chels ♥

taking hits of that blueberry shit
when it finally happens
turn around stand back gasping
he turns to you & grabs on your tit
you flow wid the moment & grab back at his dick
you think about it real real quick
this isn't the shit you usually go wit
but you lettin the haze craze your mind
you sit there blazed
then he comes from behind
pulls you close, squeezes you tight
you slip down your pants
tell him you staying the night
then a smile creaks over his face
then all of a sudden your heart starts ta race
it's happenin quickly
then he zips up his pants its all over now
you think he's in love you want some more
your head over heels deeply in love
fuckin who knew
no one but the lord above
how could this happen to you?
walking around with the reputation of a whore.
get wid his boys ..
number 1, 2, 3 & 4
the whole crew want quickies
you want him back even more
but he betrayed you
what the fuck you gon let him skate too..
let him steal the one thing that you held close to you,
your virginity that shits gon too
so's he.
why didn't you fuckin think?
now all these niggas offerin you laced drinks
callin you a slut
callin you a fuckin mutt
cus you fuckin let that nigga bust a nut
now your the little fuckin whore of the town
like tupac
you fuckin get around..

wHOA i'm nasty widdit.
high rhymes & what !?!

"if you can't get someone out of your head, then maybe they're meant to be there"

i read that on some stupid icon thing shit.
it's true, & false at the same time.

most of the time they're not meant to be there. when you constantly think of someone it's either the i want what i can't have or the we're going out & in love so fuck you.

but when is someone meant to be there for no particular reason? the answer is never. you put them in your head, so they end up staying in your head. i for one, experience this. it is possibly one of the WORST feelings you can possibly have, but it's all your own doing.

i have NO idea why i'm writing about this. it's 2:00 in the morning, i'm talking bullshit .. & i dunno.

i decided to write a rampage about nothing.
okay thanks for reading my sleep deprived rampages..

♥chels

you never know who your true friends are..
yesterday i found out..
& i don't have many of them.
gerard & rod, thanks .. you guys made me feel better.
i don't really care what i come off as to anyone.
but i know what i mean by the things i say & do
& i don't understand how people i think are my best friends think i'll turn my back on them.

everyone acts as if im the ill grimeball ..
i'm not.

i think i'm going to stay a metcalf girl.
maybe it's what i'm meant to be.
there's only 2 or 3 people i think i can be friends with now.

damn..people really make you think.

<3chels